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Everyone is talking about
1973, the last time the Knicks won an NBA championship. But what about the
first championship? That was even more of a landmark. From 1969 to 1973, Ann
and I followed the Knicks intensely, going to games whenever we could. To us, 1970
was the greatest year of all: their first championship and a playoff series
never to be forgotten, with Willis Reed squaring off against Wilt Chamberlain
and the Finals going the full seven games.
I don't follow
professional basketball that closely anymore. Three-pointers galore, replay
challenges on the floor, strobe lights and music introducing the players, even the
constantly changing uniform styles (hate the knee length shorts). Give me
old-time basketball, even a set shot here and there or some underhand foul
shooting. Maybe today's teams would wipe the floor with those of yesteryear,
but the games of my youth were played with pure heart.
Victor Wembanyama's
7'4", 235-pound frame, to me, though, pales beside Chamberlain's
7'1", 280 pounds. Imagine Reed trying to box Chamberlain out at 6'11".
Yet Reed more than held his own in the series until he tore a thigh muscle and
missed Game 6, allowing Chamberlain to erupt for 45 points and 27 rebounds.
Reed's courageous appearance in the opening minutes of Game 7, despite the
injury, helped inspire the Knicks to their first championship. His symbolic
presence seemed to galvanize the entire team.
But I'm getting into
details that could go on forever. This entry is pure nostalgia. As I wrote in
an earlier blog post, we were married in 1970, on the eve of those historic
playoffs:
So for me, this feels a
little like Halley's Comet arriving ahead of schedule. We were married 56 years
ago when the Knicks won their first NBA championship, and now, on the eve of
another possible championship, those memories come flooding back. The fact that
the occasion may be sullied by the attendance of a man whose presence tends to
make every event about himself will not sit well with many Knicks fans.
So from many years ago, I
present the opening pages of a 1970–71 Knicks program, probably from the last
game I attended in person. It captures much of the excitement of those years,
and I'm glad I held on to it all this time.
Above, a Florida version
of Christmas, when we lived near the Intracoastal and had a boat at our dock.Although no longer in boating and no longer
living on the water, we remain in Florida but it has made little difference in
my attitude that the Florida version is still a humbug!
Christmas was part of my upbringing in NYC.When we were
married, Ann carried on a tradition which was not her own, the best Christmas
hostess ever!It was never a real
religious holiday for me.
And when we raised
our family of two boys in Connecticut, we tried to make the holiday a special
moment in their lives as well. Alas, with our aging and their leaving to pursue
their own lives, we no longer put up a tree or do anything more than visit
friends who still carry on the tradition.
Also, at this point in our
lives, we are on the agnostic/atheism spectrum. I never criticize believers, as
I, in return, do not expect them to proselytize. In our country today, though,
the Christian right has been given permission to run amok, which has resulted
in a severe case of Christougenniatikophobia for us.
Nonetheless, the
Christmases of my past loom in memory.
One of my earliest was
when I was maybe six or seven. My father had returned from WW II and had bought
a small house in south Richmond Hill, Queens—two stories—and I had my own small
bedroom adjacent to the home's one bathroom at the top of the stairs.
It was
Christmas Eve, and I later learned that a neighbor traditionally dressed up as
Santa Claus and made the rounds in the neighborhood to wish everyone good cheer
and to take a nip of any eggnog or other libation that might be served at that
particular household. Although it was late at night when he visited, I was
still awake in anticipation of Christmas morning. Suddenly I heard the doorbell
and then a bellowing "Ho-ho!" and I ran to the top of the stairs to
peek and was stunned to not only see Santa Claus but realize he saw me! I
stepped back into the shadows and heard him say, "Is that you, Bobby? Good
boys should be asleep by now!" I was nonplussed. Did that mean I wouldn't
get any presents? So I answered, "No, it's not Bobby," running back
into my bedroom and quietly closing the door.
I guess that night I struggled
over my stupidity, but at the time, maybe I just hoped he took whomever
answered at his word. Silly, I know, but remembered.
Better remembrances were
of our adult lives, raising our kids in Connecticut. One tradition was to go to
a Christmas tree farm, ride in a horse-drawn wagon, and cut our own tree. But
I'll mark the holiday with this brief entry without venturing further into
memory, other than posting some photos, including a video.
The above was our family
Christmas portrait in 1977.
I loved the snow when it
first began to fall, and although this is not a Christmas snow photo, it was
one of those winters where we had a lot.
Early Christmas morning,
the kids up before Mom, anticipating the day. I had bought a train set the year
before and each Christmas set it up during the holiday.
And so the classic song "I'll Be Home For
Christmas" ends with that memorable line “if only in my dreams.”
And that is sort of the way I feel at this stage of my
life.Christmases are now dreams of the
past, anticipating the holiday as a child and then the pleasures Ann and I had
in creating memorable holiday moments for our children as they grew up.The classic song itself is particularly evocative
of the distant past popularized by Bing Crosby and so many others, first
recorded at the peak of WW II.
When my father came home he brought a wooden replica of
the Jeep he drove in Germany for me.I
don’t remember his return, or getting the Jeep, but somehow that 70 year old
Jeep has accompanied me to wherever I lived.Sometimes when I look at it, I can hear "I'll Be Home For Christmas."
In some past blog entries I’ve posted videos of other
Christmas songs I like to play, in particular the following: “It's Love -- It's Christmas,”a seldom performed Christmas song, written by
none other than the great jazz pianist Bill Evans. And, then, “Christmas Time Is Here” is by Vince Guaraldi,
a great jazz musician too but his music will always be associated with the
Peanuts Christmas specials.
Finally, there is “Christmas Lullaby,” probably the most unknown
Christmas song. It was written for Cary Grant by none other than Peggy Lee
(Lyrics) and Cy Coleman (Music). It is the simplest of tunes and lyrics but
therein is its beauty.
So, on the eve of this Christmas I post my piano rendition
of “I’ll Be Home For Christmas” with fond memories of my Dad and Christmases past.
It sometimes laments not committing more effort into
improving my piano skills over the years.Not that I am gifted, but I am teachable.Not that I even had the time to pursue more
intense lessons being involved my entire adult life in a publishing career that
was all consuming.But I still have
regrets about not developing what talent I do have into a higher degree of
proficiency at the piano.
I am most envious of those gifted musicians, who can hear
a song and then play it, improvise it, embellish it, all without reading a
musical score.It is an extraordinary
gift and most of the prominent musicians have that ability.
Irving Berlin’s story is intriguing.He couldn’t write or read music.He never had a lesson although Victor Herbert
briefly instructed Berlin, who was already established as a major composer of
popular songs.In fact, he abandoned the
effort knowing he didn’t really need those lessons to further his career.
As a youngster Berlin taught himself to play the tunes he
heard in his head using the F# scale, thus playing mostly on the black
keys.He found it simpler to just learn
them to express his musical ideas (why bother with the white keys : - ).Remarkable.As any musician will tell you, it’s a heck of lot easier to compose and
play in C Major.
As he never studied music, and wasn’t a great pianist, he
couldn’t transpose.Most gifted
musicians can transpose to another key “on the fly.”I can’t.I have to work it out.Berlin
couldn’t so when he wanted to change keys in a song he relied on a mechanical
instrument that changed keys for him.He
would write that section of the song in F# and the mechanical transposer
changed it to whatever key he wanted.He
also asked musicians to transcribe his music.
Even professional musicians are confounded by Berlin’s
abilities and lack of ability.But the
point is he could play without music, music he couldn’t read.In that regard, he played strictly by ear.
Classical performance completely relies on the ability to
read musical notation. Of course there
is still room for a performer’s interpretation of the composer’s score.Many concert performances by pianists, with
or without the orchestra will be performed without the pianist consulting the musical
notation, or just having it there for a passing glance to be in synch with the
orchestra.These are remarkable pianists
being able to internally assimilate large and complicated works.It’s really the ability to “see” the score or
to sight-read “silently.”They simply
hear it in their heads.
There are also jazz pianists who can not only play by
ear, but have been trained classically, and can thus sight read such as Bill
Evans and Oscar Peterson.They were
double threats at the keyboard, using their incredible knowledge of musical
theory, voicing, and virtuoso technical training to interpret a song.Both Evans and Peterson were comfortable
playing solo or with a jazz group, without having to read music for any
performance.To them, playing was like
speaking a language they were born with and then studied to know the entire
vocabulary and usage. A gift few have.
Hearing it in one’s head is the most salient
characteristic of a jazz performer, particularly one performing in a “jazz jam”
with other jazz performers without any rehearsal, maybe never having played
with the other.Jazz performers who are
playing a piece they are not familiar with use a lead sheet and/or a chord
chart. Lead sheets consist of the melody
line in the treble clef and the accompanying chord for the bass and for
“filling in.”I can read a lead sheet or
“fake book” music, they’re usually synonymous.
I have “fake books” for most of the Great American
Songbook, a favorite repository from which jazz artists take their pieces.But just having the melody line and the
chords does not make one “jazz jam worthy.”Jazz artists can take a chord chart which corresponds to the lead sheet
and improvise using the song structure, usually returning to the melody itself
at the end of the jam.
In order to do so, the jazz artist must be able to follow
the melody in his or her head, as well as follow the rhythm.Jazz jam artists “hand off” solos to one
another.The music can become very
abstract, but all participants in a jam are speaking the same language.
I have put to rest the fantasy of jamming, although I
could do some.It would just be too
anxiety producing for me.I now accept
the fact that I’m an inveterate soloist; just enjoy playing as I do, not at a
professional level, but simply for the joy of revisiting the classics of the
Great American songbook and play them for myself or for others as part of a
structured program.My playing adheres
mostly to the melody, improvising mostly for the bass based on the chords.
I started this entry about my distant self talking to me
in the present. Rick Moore, the very
gifted jazz keyboardist who is the founder of the Jupiter Jazz Society (an “organization
committed to presenting ’live’ improvised music and promoting Jazz education
throughout the Palm Beaches”), wrote a piece he calls “Song for Cherie,”a song for his wife. She is really the organizer of the Jupiter
Jazz Society.I was struck by the piece
as it reminded me in some ways of Bill Evans’ original work, my favorite jazz
artist.Rick’s work has clockwork
simplicity to it, and although a waltz (Evans wrote many), a beautiful jazz
feel to it, particularly the B section.
He’s composed many pieces over the years and
will be issuing a CD of them in the future.It is something to look forward to.
It made me think of my nascent songwriting efforts from
decades before.They are mostly
uncompleted pieces, simply because I’ve never had any training either in theory
or in composition.Also, there was the
time factor.
One of my finished pieces was called Annie’s Waltz.Ironically,
both Rick and I wrote songs to the women in our lives in 3 / 4 time.I wrote a brief blog entry about my piece ten
years ago but Google Pages pulled the link to my recorded version.That entry makes reference to it being
written the year we were married, 1970.But I’ve found the original and it was written in Jan. 1969, just about
the time we started dating seriously.In
a few months, that piece will be 50 years old.50 years!!!Here is a photo of
what I wrote, warts and all given the passage of time and the worn edges of the
music.It’s a simple piece, but
heartfelt for this mere amateur.
As I’ve had difficulty posting what I recorded, I have
simply posted a You Tube version.I’ve
learned to accept less than perfection with my little digital camera and even
reluctantly and nostalgically to accept the fact that I’m a soloist, not
destined to be a jazz performer and I’m ok with that.I just enjoy playing.All the videos I’ve posted can be found here.