My former self speaks to me…….
It sometimes laments not committing more effort into
improving my piano skills over the years.
Not that I am gifted, but I am teachable. Not that I even had the time to pursue more
intense lessons being involved my entire adult life in a publishing career that
was all consuming. But I still have
regrets about not developing what talent I do have into a higher degree of
proficiency at the piano.
I am most envious of those gifted musicians, who can hear
a song and then play it, improvise it, embellish it, all without reading a
musical score. It is an extraordinary
gift and most of the prominent musicians have that ability.
Irving Berlin’s story is intriguing. He couldn’t write or read music. He never had a lesson although Victor Herbert
briefly instructed Berlin, who was already established as a major composer of
popular songs. In fact, he abandoned the
effort knowing he didn’t really need those lessons to further his career.
As a youngster Berlin taught himself to play the tunes he
heard in his head using the F# scale, thus playing mostly on the black
keys. He found it simpler to just learn
them to express his musical ideas (why bother with the white keys : - ). Remarkable.
As any musician will tell you, it’s a heck of lot easier to compose and
play in C Major.
As he never studied music, and wasn’t a great pianist, he
couldn’t transpose. Most gifted
musicians can transpose to another key “on the fly.” I can’t.
I have to work it out. Berlin
couldn’t so when he wanted to change keys in a song he relied on a mechanical
instrument that changed keys for him. He
would write that section of the song in F# and the mechanical transposer
changed it to whatever key he wanted. He
also asked musicians to transcribe his music.
Even professional musicians are confounded by Berlin’s
abilities and lack of ability. But the
point is he could play without music, music he couldn’t read. In that regard, he played strictly by ear.
Classical performance completely relies on the ability to
read musical notation. Of course there
is still room for a performer’s interpretation of the composer’s score. Many concert performances by pianists, with
or without the orchestra will be performed without the pianist consulting the musical
notation, or just having it there for a passing glance to be in synch with the
orchestra. These are remarkable pianists
being able to internally assimilate large and complicated works. It’s really the ability to “see” the score or
to sight-read “silently.” They simply
hear it in their heads.
There are also jazz pianists who can not only play by
ear, but have been trained classically, and can thus sight read such as Bill
Evans and Oscar Peterson. They were
double threats at the keyboard, using their incredible knowledge of musical
theory, voicing, and virtuoso technical training to interpret a song. Both Evans and Peterson were comfortable
playing solo or with a jazz group, without having to read music for any
performance. To them, playing was like
speaking a language they were born with and then studied to know the entire
vocabulary and usage. A gift few have.
Hearing it in one’s head is the most salient
characteristic of a jazz performer, particularly one performing in a “jazz jam”
with other jazz performers without any rehearsal, maybe never having played
with the other. Jazz performers who are
playing a piece they are not familiar with use a lead sheet and/or a chord
chart. Lead sheets consist of the melody
line in the treble clef and the accompanying chord for the bass and for
“filling in.” I can read a lead sheet or
“fake book” music, they’re usually synonymous.
I have “fake books” for most of the Great American
Songbook, a favorite repository from which jazz artists take their pieces. But just having the melody line and the
chords does not make one “jazz jam worthy.”
Jazz artists can take a chord chart which corresponds to the lead sheet
and improvise using the song structure, usually returning to the melody itself
at the end of the jam.
In order to do so, the jazz artist must be able to follow
the melody in his or her head, as well as follow the rhythm. Jazz jam artists “hand off” solos to one
another. The music can become very
abstract, but all participants in a jam are speaking the same language.
I have put to rest the fantasy of jamming, although I
could do some. It would just be too
anxiety producing for me. I now accept
the fact that I’m an inveterate soloist; just enjoy playing as I do, not at a
professional level, but simply for the joy of revisiting the classics of the
Great American songbook and play them for myself or for others as part of a
structured program. My playing adheres
mostly to the melody, improvising mostly for the bass based on the chords.
I started this entry about my distant self talking to me
in the present. Rick Moore, the very
gifted jazz keyboardist who is the founder of the Jupiter Jazz Society (an “organization
committed to presenting ’live’ improvised music and promoting Jazz education
throughout the Palm Beaches”), wrote a piece he calls “Song for Cherie,” a song for his wife. She is really the organizer of the Jupiter
Jazz Society. I was struck by the piece
as it reminded me in some ways of Bill Evans’ original work, my favorite jazz
artist. Rick’s work has clockwork
simplicity to it, and although a waltz (Evans wrote many), a beautiful jazz
feel to it, particularly the B section.
I asked him whether he would share the lead sheet with me
which he was kind enough to do, so I could have the enjoyment of playing
it. You can hear the composer himself play the piece at this link.
He’s composed many pieces over the years and
will be issuing a CD of them in the future.
It is something to look forward to.
It made me think of my nascent songwriting efforts from
decades before. They are mostly
uncompleted pieces, simply because I’ve never had any training either in theory
or in composition. Also, there was the
time factor.
One of my finished pieces was called Annie’s Waltz. Ironically,
both Rick and I wrote songs to the women in our lives in 3 / 4 time. I wrote a brief blog entry about my piece ten
years ago but Google Pages pulled the link to my recorded version. That entry makes reference to it being
written the year we were married, 1970.
But I’ve found the original and it was written in Jan. 1969, just about
the time we started dating seriously. In
a few months, that piece will be 50 years old.
50 years!!! Here is a photo of
what I wrote, warts and all given the passage of time and the worn edges of the
music. It’s a simple piece, but
heartfelt for this mere amateur.
As I’ve had difficulty posting what I recorded, I have
simply posted a You Tube version. I’ve
learned to accept less than perfection with my little digital camera and even
reluctantly and nostalgically to accept the fact that I’m a soloist, not
destined to be a jazz performer and I’m ok with that. I just enjoy playing. All the videos I’ve posted can be found here.